I will never drink that much on a Sunday again.
Wow. But what a great night with some amazing friends! Now back to bed.
Wow. But what a great night with some amazing friends! Now back to bed.
Life is stressing me out and getting me down right now. I’m trying to look at all of the good things in life, but my thoughts are keeping me up too late at night and my body won’t relax and I just need a break. Thank goodness spring break is around the corner…
I really don’t understand this. And I don’t really need it either.
I don’t know whether I should be stoked or not…
When you’re a freshman and sophomore it seems like life gets in the way of school. Everything is so distracting! But when you’re a junior and senior school gets in the way of real life. Funny how things change.
Maybe this isn’t the same for everyone, but it’s certainly this way for me.
Because I’m already way hung over and it’s 11pm.
Holy geez.
You just have to recognize that no matter how hard you try you are not going to get your work done.
I’m in this weird place with life right now.
I feel myself growing up. I feel myself morphing and changing into this responsible adult. I no longer wanna go out and party and get wasted like I did the last couple years. I want wine or a good beer or a small glass of whiskey instead of shots. I take my job very seriously. I know I’m heading in the right career direction and I feel great about it and I don’t wanna fuck it up. I think more about my family and friends and their well-being than ever before. I want them to know I care. I care about the bills I have to pay and my financial future.
But at the same time letting go of my youth is so hard. I love the social aspect that drinking in college brings. I like not having a 9 to 5 job yet. (I still love thinking about my family and friends a lot and would never give that up.) And hell yeah it’d be cool if someone else were still paying my bills for me!
I love feeling enveloped in the youth and virility of my generation. But I love the idea of growing up and having my own children and watching another generation of beautiful young minds grow up.
The winds are changing folks. I sense great things in the future.